"why me and not him?"

Some one told me once that it's hard to see because we are mostly blind.
  We can only see what is directly in front of us and for a very short distance. He who was here before anything else can see MUCH farther than we can and we just have to trust in the fact that he has a plan. That's why they call it faith. Blind Faith.
A soldier can see the battle field.   A general can see the war.  That kind of thing.

I love my dog and I think she's pretty smart, but she can never understand WHY the overhead light comes on and off. She just knows it does when she runs under it. Easy for me to understand because I installed it.  She cannot fathom motion sensors, solar lights, or why she cant play in the street.  Her dog brain cannot accept or hold that much knowledge.  I cannot explain it to her.

She doesn't have to fully understand. She can't. 
   She just has to trust me.

The difference between my dog and me., intellectually, is quite small compared to the difference between me and one who installed time and space.  Why/when he calls some home and not others is beyond any explanation that we are able to understand.

We don't have to fully understand. We can't.
   We just have to trust him.   

Sorry, long winded again....

"I'm so lost, not even God can find me."  Don't you believe it.  God will always find you.

Amen to that!!!